IT GOT A RING TO IT
i pay just to make my internet page extremely long so i can comfortable stack information together, 16$ every year. its literally impossible to finish writing this
name is cascade/juno, or "room", ( names are highlighted, did you see it? )
i am southeast asian, vietnamese,
i am bilingual ( viet & eng )and i am dyke, asexual with scoliosis, somewhere on the spectrum, infp, viet&eng, contented walking social blunder, i cower, i hate towners. i want to dress up and do many things in the future in a big dead angry city, when im not poor and have no parents, which is soon, but now i primary express myself by plugging in and tortured by constant urge to quit shits and focus on art and become decent at scattered hobbiesI LIKE ALOT OF THINGS. I have an erratic need for crafting my personality and understanding myself and look into myself so i go home everyday and rotate between dumb self indulgence activities and projects, and i just look at the screen alot and consume surface level knowledge of my hyperfixations, we dont talk about the other 7 hours where im at school looking at insecure kids trying to take turnsi love making and looking at pretty things,im kind of miserable because of it because im not supposed to know these things and wanting it alli was born in 2007, my favorite number is seven, i dont know how to organize things in my head for it to make sense and not spilling out, my head is always boiling and stretched to it;s limit, anyways im an infp 4w5, i dont know what it means, people are really mean these days
i really care about social issues
im asexual and gay, androgy is pretty cool
gender is a spectrum, not fixed
im also a feminist
i speak like a teenager because i am, i like music for teenagers, you can find the specifics below
i mean how are you expecting me to put all the shit that went in and out of my mind in the last 15 years into one paragraph, i want to include everything about how i was wronged and is trying my best not to be a bitter rage quit pieace of shit stuck arouind the cruelest most ignorant of people and an unstable economy that slow bitches like me have no place in but it gets long and it hurts my brain to optiomize my words in this language so maybe later,this will be a great remnant of my adolencscent internet anticsim about to turn 17
l free to message me about literally anything, i love making new friends that dont make the other one do all the talking
but im really chill, i was destined to be drawn to positivity and the things i love despised unstable homelifei was granted access to the internet in 2017 and have a pretty big trajectory in life, i like the internet, it raised me and you can do incredible things on it, i need to clean my digital footprint, and maybe get rid of this page when i realized it may not be the wisest of idea, my brain is a mess and i have 500 different accounts dedicated to uploading different arts and ideas spured up in one moment that i never finish because school and life is killing me, dont be asian, im in debt in personal growth and artistic endeaversfinally decide to try and put this together because i cant stand of my obsessive impulses to catalogues information and declutter the brain, so you probably have a bit to read,i hid one of my house address in here somewhere , please find it and continue sitting infront of your computer-
some overview, im super into anything creative and art and i like making and looking at beautiful things, in many mediums as well, i overwwhelmed myself all the time by picking up too many projects and hobbies
i do digital art and some personal design work, or just random creations for fun, but i would like to get into a whole lot more stuff in the future when i have the time and freedom, and i dont know, make it a serious thing. anyways. i keep up with art and fashion, music and internet crap in general, but not too much, im not american. not really in alot of fandom cultures. i find it weirdly difficult to find things to make my personality, ssometimes i wonder what is it like to be amused by so many things, it must feel good, i got to experienced it very little because shit jjust never hit all the boxes for me to dedicste alot of time to it, but sometimees it do and i become obsessed. but feel free to talk abt all your hobbies and interests as long as youre chill abt it, even if i have half ideas of what youre talking about lol.i have asperger and crazy adhd but not fortunate enough to get it properly diagnosed in where i live, so i've learned to mask it pretty not well irl. i try my best to be humorous in convos but can sometimes come off as self-deprecating. ill try to refran from that also, i suffer from self isolating tendencies and repressed anger, trust issues. so certain behaviors like passive aggression, put me at a distance. i also have a problem falling back into coping mechanism/escapism due to stressi zone out alot and i have a super messy lifestyle that im working to correct, so i might reply late. and i live with pretty strict parents (and be real, dysfuntional), so i cant do things like facetime or voicechat too often.i can sound jaded sometimes but i try to be pretty energetic when talking to others so i hope you can return that energy :)ย feel free to correct/reality check on me, just donttt be a dick about it and we're goodlisting mental illness is mandatory in carrd so: autism, add, suspected hypersomnia, chronic fatigue, agoraphobia/anxiety, mdlt dreaming, body dysmorphia, hypersensitivy and depression, suspected npd. c-ptsd
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sending memes and making little jokes is my way of comunication ,feel free to share your art and ocs, talk about your day or chat about fictional stuff, or just talk about anything really, mature, adult topics are fine as long as you respect my boundaroes when stated and i will do the same to you. relationship drama and venting is okay as well, i can give some advices, just dont be essesive and throw a pity party. if you are vietnamese, be prepared for my vietlish
im not fond of talking in group of people because im not sure if i can keep up, so 1:1, not asking alot but if you're vienamese, please be acceptable to societal issues even if you're not raise with those values. be a bit laid back and no passive agressiveness
not a prude but dont talk to me about sex, graphic gore in details or the act of it. . i will sometimes drive the conversaion to discussing politics/feminism and discorse outside or within my country especially in regard to progressive beliefs so, the personal is not political but just a heads up. feel free to remind me if you want to switch the topic if its triggering or you are uncomfortable i just hate
not big on lpop as well, or general artist stanning culture though i do listen to leseraf, aespa etc and do frequently check out new music. just not really stan anything
im currently in an unstable environment so dont expect me to play games with you for hours or
dONT be afraid to talk to me about any tv shows/fandoms anything you like. id love to discuss it with you and get into new things ;)!
dont run with misunderstanding, openly display jelousy talk shit behind ym back reupload my artfacetime, reply to your text immediately, have a clear communication if you have any problems with how i act/spoke and if it hurt you. dont ghost me or get mad without explaination. have a little bit of humour when talking would help, i doim dry too but hey at least i try
my englishs pretty bad so my sentences are sometimes long and convoluted to read esp if im discussing somethingmot big pn anime sorry,
tfanwars, rude, care too much about fictional character, have a tendencies to lash out and keep people on edge walking pn eggshellsi will reply and try to bring up some convo, i hope you can do the same. my mood depend on how the irl people treat me but ill try to be as goofy and enegertic as possible awhen talking to people. i like to make jokes
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18+ and/or nsfw account
overly afraid of being "cringy"
all kind of bigotry, prejudice ( all the ism and ia)
dont respect neopronouns
dont believe in colorism, white passing privilege
not understanding that you can internalize beliefs
media affects people
pro life
obsessed with hating children
use slurs you cant reclaim ( both viet & eng )
lolicon shotacon
pro pedophilia/incest
terf, transmedicalist, "alpha" male, incel, mra
people who feel more than free to slut shame, blindly dogpile on women
pro sex exploitation/trafficking
femicide denier
thinking being childless is somehow the worst sin
pro orientalism/xenophobia. alienating other cultures
abuser/enabler
pro shipper shitfest
hating anything "feminine"
"gamers" that love calling woke
gore enjoyers
"she's not a child, she's hundreds of years old, so it's okay!"
obsessed with stereotypical gender binary
mean girl mentality/ gossiping
overly patriotic
gatekeeping
care way to much about ships and the "antis" of your ships
thinking catfight is natural for women
believe misinformation
not open to new ideas
tendency look down on young people
lack empathy, judgemental
dont do self reflect
superior complex
jealousy, self centered bad communication
idolize disturbing shit
try to push your religion on me
judge people based on class/look/culture
not trying your improve and recognize your mistake
absolutely deny when misogyny is brought up.
hinking hating astrology makes thinking violently hating some like astrology or other things mainly liked by girls make you smart or uniqueuse disrespectful words to
